Only a shadow

Only a shadow truly is without or a shadow has no shadow or truly is without or a shadow truly has no identity.

It was given to me the name of forester, the very same name of my father, the very same name which his parents also gave to him. And as a forester or as a stranger or without identity I truly grew even though I grew with the family of the woman that threw me into the world. And even though I grew in the same house of the mother of my mother, I had no shadow nor identity of son nor of brother nor I had the shadow or the identity of nephew nor of cousin, neither I knew that I was a grandson!

But I grew, but I grew with a very great emptiness and with a very great loneliness, so very great that emptiness and so very great that loneliness that they truly made me cry of so much pain and of anguish. And that very great emptiness and that very great loneliness and that very great pain were really caused by lack, by the very lack of the identity of one!

I truly did not know that the lack of something that one did not know caused so much pain, so much emptiness and also so much loneliness…

The eyes make full as make empty

What truly make things full are the eyes. And if the eyes are empty, then the things the eyes look at will also be empty. Thus, he that looks with empty eyes will not be seen because there will be an emptiness where he is. That is to say, the emptiness or the loneliness that one feels inside is emptiness or is loneliness that one also reflects outside. What truly fills the eyes so that the eyes can also fill things is true gladness because true gladness will attract or will bring true joy and both will give rebirth to one and one will be reborn in complete abundance because one is truly the complete abundance and once one has eyed anything, anything will be filled or will become also complete.

A holy wound

The lack of love of others in one only true love can take out and true love is from the very heavens, but will come to one with only one requesting! But be very careful with that request of being beloved with true love because even though it takes out the pain of loneliness and the pain of feeling useless, true love truly can take one to a very long and holy wound called desolation! And a holy wound can only be cured by a holy one, and there is only a holy one!

A holy wound

The lack of love of others in one only true love in truth can take out and true love is in truth from the very heavens, but in truth will come to one with only one requesting! But be very careful in truth with that request of being beloved with true love because even though it takes out the pain of loneliness and the pain of feeling useless, true love truly can take one to a very long and holy wound called desolation! And a holy wound can only be cured by a holy one, and there is only a holy one!

But when though there is only a holy one, that holy one will allow to be touched at the very same time by all of those alive, if it is that they so desire it!

Now then, who can truly cure beloved of God that is not God, the only holy? Thus in truth, beloved has a holy wound that will not cure until beloved is called out from her from above and go up in peace to better and abundant pastures!

Joy unites

In anger as in stench as also loneliness in one separates and creates much chaos, but true joy unites, unites because true joy revives or makes one to be reborn in truth!

Now then, to be reborn through joy was to enter as never before into life but conscious or alive and not being able to remember that one ever suffered or that one had ever lack because now everything is filled with gladness and filled with joy and forever new and in all abundance.

Loneliness

Loneliness or the feeling of loneliness is an attraction of something that is but cannot be seen. And it cannot be seen for there is not the understanding or the knowledge to be able to see or recognize it. Thus, loneliness is lack of identity because of lack of knowledge of oneself.

Empty vase

Fortunate that vase which feels empty or lonely, because in truth she has with what to seek and with what to find he that made the vase! Because in truth, only he can fill and can complete her with the renovating gladness and joy of God and she will become as a new vase and as if she was never empty!

Yesterday is what is

Today belongs to yesterday
and yesterday is what we have for tomorrow.
Foolish heart, foolish as thought.
How the heart makes us lonely and insignificant,
making us in search of something unknown
and suddenly making us jump into a fire
so that we can’t suffer that lousy loneliness.
And when we temporarily come out of that painful prison,
too often we fall into a worse predicament.
The people we now associate with are lonelier than we are,
so lonely that they don’t even know it and so they find or create habits.
And they live their lives as if there were no tomorrow,
walking over the good people and the good things.