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The Form of Fathers

It is very difficult or even practically very impossible the life of a man that cannot say father or mother or even say both while father or mother or even both are still alive…

Because in truth, it is very difficult or even very impossible to say father or mother to some strangers that do not have the form of fathers, more like parents…

In the same manner, it is very difficult or even very impossible to say son to one that was abandoned and that now presents himself with the figure or with the form or with the vase of a man, because that figure or that form or that vase of a man lacks the grandiose identity of son…

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When one was confirmed into the world as son

When one was confirmed into the world as son, as son one did in the world such as to see as son, to hear as son, to feel as son, to speak as son. And one’s parents also begun to do as much more for the fact of becoming parents but that act of parents came to the limit because they truly could not see beyond and stopped from being parents for coming to die and the son also stopped from being son even though alive…

Only a shadow

Only a shadow truly is without or a shadow has no shadow or truly is without or a shadow truly has no identity.

It was given to me the name of forester, the very same name of my father, the very same name which his parents also gave to him. And as a forester or as a stranger or without identity I truly grew even though I grew with the family of the woman that threw me into the world. And even though I grew in the same house of the mother of my mother, I had no shadow nor identity of son nor of brother nor I had the shadow or the identity of nephew nor of cousin, neither I knew that I was a grandson!

But I grew, but I grew with a very great emptiness and with a very great loneliness, so very great that emptiness and so very great that loneliness that they truly made me cry of so much pain and of anguish. And that very great emptiness and that very great loneliness and that very great pain were really caused by lack, by the very lack of the identity of one!

I truly did not know that the lack of something that one did not know caused so much pain, so much emptiness and also so much loneliness…