He who seeks in truth finds in truth, but only and when he knows what he is seeking! If one seeks and one finds not, then it is because it is not in one! And if one has but what one has does not make one happy, then it was never for one!
Thus, throw a side everything which does not make you happy that is of no need. Never throw a side your sons, even though they may call you stranger! And seek the truth and the truth will make you happy. And the truth is God and is in life. When you seek to believe in God, thus believe that in God you will come to believe and in God you will come to believe because God will let Himself be found from you!